Tomorrow I turn 25. Most people just roll their eyes and say, "shut up Faith, it's not a big deal." For me it is.
This is going to be difficult to write because it's difficult stuff to talk about and my thoughts are all over the place, but here I go. I'm not doing well mentally. Physically I'm doing pretty well. Mentally I'm completely unstable. *CLICK IMAGE FOR FULL BLOG POST*
Thursday, I had what I guess you would call a flare-up of my bipolar, perhaps manic, I'm not completely sure. I woke up extremely irritable. I woke up just not myself at all. I felt like a different person.
Suicide Prevention Month is hard for me. I want to be positive the whole time but it gets to me. Not just feeling sad for those we have lost, but also remembering the times I tried to take my own life. So instead, here is my wonderful husband. *CLICK IMAGE FOR FULL BLOG POST*
Today I was able to speak in church about the importance of suicide awareness and prevention. Please take a listen.